Not enough

Never am I good enough. Why can’t I be more like them? Why can’t I be more like you? Self assured and understood, not a contridictory mess; full of hiccups and spelling errors.Cruel self talk, constant comparison, self pitying ramblings of a shattered mind.. When will it be good enough? Did I say something or do something? I haven’t from them in so long.Left out, self criticism, anxieties in a digital age.I scream into the void, getting sounds of dial up modems parroting back at me. Lonely lost and confused in a world that doesn’t even understand itself…

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