Today was such an incredible day today. In my previous blogs I talked about a volunteer opportunity with my church that helps the disabled. I really wanted to be a part of it but I was frustrated because I was concerned because I have an erratic work schedule; I was thinking that I would have to work on a day that I wanted to volunteer; I have missed so many things due to being stuck at work and I feel bitter about it. I thought “I could be out there making a difference but instead I’m stuck here wasting my life away”; I was in a negative space. My mom told me they had all sort of volunteer opportunities during the week and I finally decided to contact them; they were excited to hear from me. The organization are run by a mother and daughter who have someone disabled in their family; which I think is the sole reason why they started up the disabled ministry in the first place. But they are both so incredibly nice and enthusiastic and they made me feel so welcome. I am blessed to have met them; to connect with those who are passionate about helping the disabled and by observing them I could tell they really cared about the young adults with disabilities; they were so kind and I was impressed. It was a totally different vibe than my experience with my internship; which at times felt really negative. I wonder if being a Christian organization makes a difference; I’m not quite sure.
So on Thursdays at my church; they have a lunch that is served by the disabled; they prepare the food, take the orders and do the set up and clean up and let me just say they do an incredible job and the volunteers are so helpful. We started out with a little bible study and it gave me a chance to get to know the young adults I will helping out. I then helped them set up before everyone rushed in. I ended up working in the kitchen area; helping a young man who was washing dishes; I dried ( easy enough). I basically made sure he stayed on task; which is funny because I am the last person that you’d ask to help someone stay on task lol ( ADHD anyone?) But it went great and we really got along. To be honest I have always worked well with the disabled; they are easier to be around than non-disabled people; to be honest. But it was difficult keeping him on task because I trying to keep myself on task but I will improve; I promise haha. But it was a lot of fun.
I just feel so blessed and I know God is working in my life. I prayed for an answer; a way of helping others so that I wasn’t so self centered and depressed; God came through. I have my ups and downs but God has never given up on me and I think about all the people in my life who I have loved and are there for me. And I feel this volunteer opportunity is a chance to meet new people and be of service to others; what could be better than that?. I pray that God allows to continue with this ministry and that I continue to be positive. I am a very lucky man; not everyone has the amount of support I have or the opportunities to make a difference. I think my 36th year is started out to be a very good one.
Thank you so much listening